i just want to capture the moments of my life. today, i finished my first year of grad school - and so much has happened in that year. the ups and downs of school and research... the break-up... i really want to stop looking toward the future and just be in the moment.
i want to remember what books i'm reading and funny moments. and also moments of sadness so that i can look back and realize the truth behind this too shall pass.
i'm twenty-five. i hadn't imagined that i would be single and uncertain if i was on the right path. is grad school really what i want? would i be happy with a desk job as some sort of organizer/project coordinator? i still don't know if i have committed my heart to grad school... sometimes it feels like i am just going through the motions.
i watched the blind side last saturday - what an incredible movie. i hope to one day have that kind of marriage between sandra and her on-screen husband. and to have such a kind, selfless heart! i shall work on that.
i'll be a bridesmaid in a month... uh-oh! step one. eat healthy. step two. exercise. you wouldn't think these two steps would be quite so difficult sometimes. i'm considering today day zero, because, well, i hadn't committed to a month of bridesmaid prep!
dancing with the stars just finished... off to bed. hopefully i have a peaceful sleep, with no final exam looming over my head!
good night.
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